Summer. Summer. Summer. That is literally the only word in my head nowadays. I could literally NOT come fast enough, because boy do I need a break. The end of the year brings something out in teenage girls, and they get all riled up and start a bunch of un-needed drama and it is just very frustrating and distracting. And ugh. School. It's still going. Just... going. Not well, but not terribly. Just going. But of course we have a lot of homework, and studying, and tests, and all that good stuff PLUS I have to find shoes for promotion. IT'S ALL JUST SO HARD. I honestly don't understand how the adults in our lives think we can do this. But I am kind of a fighter I guess so I won't give up yet. Only two more weeks of math class. I can do this. Math is the death of me, so if I can make it through the year without having a total and complete mental breakdown because of it, I may be able to get myself together for the next like ten years of my life that I will have to take math.
You hae no idea how hard it is to get myself up in the mornings these days... it's like trying to push a boulder up a hill... IT DOESN'T WORK. And then I have to put on clothes and make up and blah blah blah it's all really boring and omg you have no idea how tired I am I just got back from Washington DC for my step Grandmother's memorial service which was actually very lovely and it is beautiiful there and they always have good food so it was actually a very enriching experience okay goodnight people.
You hae no idea how hard it is to get myself up in the mornings these days... it's like trying to push a boulder up a hill... IT DOESN'T WORK. And then I have to put on clothes and make up and blah blah blah it's all really boring and omg you have no idea how tired I am I just got back from Washington DC for my step Grandmother's memorial service which was actually very lovely and it is beautiiful there and they always have good food so it was actually a very enriching experience okay goodnight people.